Friday, 29 April 2011

I've relapsed again today when i shouldn't have, its a friday and i started the day well i prayed fajr and then went back to sleep but after awhile i was overwhelmed with the urge to view porn, i dont know what triggered it, i need to stay positive and pick myself up, friday prayers will be in about an hour insha'Allah i need to get myself ready.
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  1. oromia29 April 2011 at 06:27

    Every time you think about it bro, just think there is an angel on your shoulder writing what your doing down..also think about this... allah is looking at you, your hands eyes and body will testify against you in the day of judgment

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  2. Hassan3 May 2011 at 14:33

    JazakAllah sister for you kind words. i do think about these things, i know Allah is watching me but i have reached a state where when i get the urge to watch porn i cannot think straight, theres only one thing and one thing only on my mind, this thing over powers everything else

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