Another relapse, i could have totally avoided this one but i dwelled in bad thoughts for some time until, i got the urge to watch porn but luckily in the end i became disinterested because i actually felt happy praying and being sober and porn was taking this happiness away from me.
I feel as though i can curb this, i just need to keep going.
Ive come to the conclusion that stress, low-confidence and loneliness makes the porn bond so strong...when i treat each of the things I've mentioned, porn loses its power so its just a matter of keeping up the good work, this porn addiction wont be cured after 5 days or 5 weeks. i need to keep going fighting urge after urge until i restore some balance.
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